I’ve had to deal with what has happened in my life over the last year, and I must admit that it has been a strenuous bitter pill to try and swallow.
- The biggest thing I lost that hurts me the most is the company of a beautiful woman, who went back to her hubby after a short time with me.
After losing Jenny I made some truly horrifying and dumb decisions and lost over $100K of hard-earned company money, which just added fuel to the inner fire of regret for me. I am reading to accept it all, however pondering about the Heating, Ventilation & A/C method labor I did to acquire that money over the last more than nine years is absolutely proving to be strenuous to take in. I can’t tell you how much time I spent working on heating and cooling equipment and all of the energy that went into making that money over those years. I could have bought myself a nice heating and cooling method for my flat, along with the best whole lakeside house air purifier money can buy. But I chose to drop it into something that was shaky from the start and wound up losing it all. I have to beginning all over now with my whole lakeside house heating company and begin saving again, however it is going to take a long time to save that kind of money now that I don’t have nearly as much drive and energy to do the Heating, Ventilation & A/C equipment work. I assume my life is all about reading and at least I am alive and healthy still, so I need to be cheerful about that fact.