I’m a little bit stressed I think, as this morning I awoke at 5am and couldn’t fall asleep again.
- There must be something in my life that isn’t quite right because I don’t sleep well when things are off.
I think it is my life’s path that is unclear to me and is causing me to lose sleep. We started a rock band a year or so ago and I am trying to get it off the ground and into clubs, but doing so is quite a challenge I am finding out. I guess it takes time and my HVAC service job at the HVAC business should be my main focus right now. I have a lot of work to do for the company and trying to do the stuff with the band is kind of stressing me out a bit. I probably should ask the local contractor if I can work a bit less with the heating and cooling repairs so that I have more time to focus on music and make this thing move in the right direction. I will go take a swim now and clear my mind, then I’ll come home and sit by the furnace to warm up some. I have a fireplace but it takes a lot of work to get it going, so I will just leave it for another day. Maybe the cold swim will put my mind in a better place and things will become more clear to me. I’ll crank my hot water heater up so that I can take a hot bath when I get home.