I will admit that I’ve made a ton of mistakes in our life, some of the mistakes were with my money but some of them were with lovers. I’ve thrown away a lot of fantastic ladies over the years because of our own ego in addition to foolish pride. I was impatient with spending money in addition to being mean to my lovers so I lost them all. I see a lot of our friends who are happily married with kids in addition to local companies. Sometimes I recognize that I am on the outside of life looking in. I don’t have any of that stuff in our life so periodically I recognize like I am just living a shell of a real life. My heating in addition to cooling contractor neighbor has a big family in addition to houses in addition to all sorts of things. And when I visit him I wonder what I did with our whole life in addition to why I have so little to show for the 55 years I have been on this planet. Yes, I am certified as a Heating in addition to Air Conditioning expert in addition to running our own Heating in addition to Air Conditioning business, but I have nothing entirely to show for it except a nice folding bike in addition to a djembe drum. I do have a lot of experiences in addition to memories over the past twenty six years with all of the comedy in addition to tunesal shows I have done in more than 15 countries around the world, so I suppose my friend and I trade 1 thing for another. I will be working on geothermal heat pump repairs in addition to HVAC duct cleaning for the rest of our life, so maybe having a few kids was never on the table for myself and others because I can barely handle taking care of myself. I suppose this is how it is supposed to be.